Everytime I edit images of this little girl, I cry. Not like one single tear running down my cheek cry, but sobs...big huge, can't breathe, sobs. That is why it always takes me so long to get them done. And everytime I post pictures of this family, I am so overwhelmed. I have been thinking for days about what to write. What could be the perfect words. Looking at her is like looking straight at a miracle. That is what she is. She is an answer to so many prayers from so many people. But mostly from her sweet momma. Her momma is my cousin, and she is probably one of the most amazing people I have ever met, and she has been through so much and yet she remains so joyful and so positive. After years and years of fertility issues, she finally got pregnant. It was such a huge blessing to our entire family and everyone was over the moon about it. We could hardly wait for little Branson's arrival (this little lady's older brother). But just one day before his arrival, he passed away. Even now to say it I feel like I lose my breath, I still can't belive he isn't here. I never get used to the fact that he isn't here with us. I never got to hold him, or snuggle him, and yet I feel like I know him so well. I think about him all the time. If you want to read the details of their sweet story and hear it from his momma's perspective you should read her blog. It is some of the most amazing and inspiring writing I have ever read. Just go to A Healing Journey. I still read it all the time. To remember, to be close to Branson, to find gratitude for the simple blessings of ornery, naughty, screaming children when I feel like I might lose my mind. Because my ornery, naughty children are here and I get to squeeze them everyday. But the story is amazing, and how they dealt with it is amazing...And after all that happened I think that this little lady was a gift to my cousin for all of the strength she showed. She never waivered in her ability to be positive. And now Miss B is turning one. How can it already have been a year? Time went too fast. As it always does...But I always love to be around these guys. She is the sweetest little girl, such a happy little thing, but I love, love, love to watch my cousin. Everytime she holds her, snuggles her, comforts her, chases her she is so blissfully happy. She savors every single moment, every little discovery, every little laugh and cry. Because she knows how incredibly precious they are. And she deserves these moments so much. But she never takes it for granted. She is so incredibly grateful for this little one, and it always helps me to remember what is really important. Just loving them, doing your best for them, and doing everything you can to shower them with love and letting our little ones know how incredibly much we love them. Just look at her you can see the joy on her face...It makes me so happy to be the person who gets to capture that joy...click here to see the whole session. And now...I am off to go snuggle my kids while they dream... 

